Nothing really happend today, i slept most of the day bcuz i had cramps grrrr. I woke up and did sum excersise, im tryna stay fit i guess. I took this test to see what my life exspectincy was, and, it sorta scared me. It said 81 not saying that 81 is young but, my gram is in her 80'z and she looks good for her age and is pretty healthy. I cant see my gram going anywhere anytime see. So i hope wen im that age my grand kids (Lord willing) will be able to say the same thing. I am going to be the funniest and dopest gram eva yo i swear, I dont think ima eva grow up all the way, i like to have fun and ima make sure that all my grand kids have what eva they want. Do you ever just sit back and think about what things are gonna be like wen u do get grown with ur own family. Like i wish i can just for one day live a day of the future, live a day when im married with kids and see how thangs are gonna be. There are so many things i want out of life, there are so many thinkgs i dont want that i kno for a fact i am gonna end up getting and going thru anyway. But those are the breaks, as long as i stay steadfast and prayed up, God will bring me through all. Last night i was talking to a certain person and we were talkin about life and how our out looks where on it. And to see how other ppl analyze thangs have always been of intrest to me. We were talking about are we satisfied with our lifes and the way things are goin mentally, progress wise, and emotionally. My life does not suck, i am sure there are alot of ppl who would rather be in my shoes bcuz my problems to some ppl are not problems at all they are minor compared to thier problems, but i am allowed to be unsatisfied with things that are going on. I try to make the best out of situations so im not walking around all sad and complain'n to everyone but i am not satisfied with the things that are going on in my life at the moment. And i kno the only way to be satisfied is to go and get things done for myself and get shit on da ball. I will be satisfied, its just temporary. So i mean im not really worried about thangs.
listen'n2: yeah yeah yeahs-maps
lol...blah, ima talk about my love life at the moment. Me and mike are still not back togetha, i have other ppl that i am currently talking to and thangs, they are kool, there is one person who i really like but there are a lil bit of strings attached so that ish is blah. Me and mike talk all the time and yes i still do love him i mean, he is perfect, he is anthing that i could ask for in a bf. He has his flaws which is normal but its nothing out of the ordinary, nothing that cant be handled. I guess the saying "nothing is perfect" is true bcuz if the reason we broke up didnt come about, things would be perfect between us. I want me and him to carry out our plans of being togetha for the rest of our lives and have'n kids together and things, i really want that to happen. I love him more than anything and i kno we belong together some things u can just tell and that is one of the things i kno is a fact. Destiny wouldnt have it anyother way. lol...he just called me so ima stop type'n on hea and post it, i might be on hea later yapping. ToOdLeS!!!