Boovie n Shiit

On my mind...

Thu, 18 Mar 2004 14:09:01 PST

Whats Love...

I wanted a Boyfriend...He came along
I told him i wanted to be closer to him...he moved me in his house
I told him i needed money...i thought his last name was Trump
I told him i wanted Bling ice...he gave me Antarctica
I told him i wanted the latest fashions...He gave me my own store
I told him i wanted jay-z latest c.d....He Brought me jay-z
I told him i wanted to be famous...Did u see me on 106th&Park???

I told him i wanted a family...were working on our 5th child as we speak
I told him i wanted love.......He never replied...
By. Boovie

One day there was this Girl named Sara. Sara was a very pretty girl. She was admired by alot of the girls at school and all the guys thought she was the prettiest girl at school. Sara had a crush on a guy names Mike. Mike was not a popular guy. No one really knew him, and if they did know him it was only because ppl made fun of him. Mike was not a ugly guy he was just all about his books and was really smart. Sara sat next to him in Gemoetry class. What Sara did not know was Mike had also had a crush on her. One friday evening Sara was at her locker. Jordan, the most popular guy in school came up to Sara and asked her did she have a date to the Homecomming dance that was being held next friday. Sara blushed and replied no. Jordan asked Sara to the dance, she said that she would let him know by monday. The thought of asking mike to the dance had came across Sara'z mind plenty of times. She didnt want to ask him because she did not want everyone making fun of her because she was with him. Later on that day around the end of school mike had stopped Sara and expressed that he had to ask her something. She could tell he was nervous so to make him feel more comfortable she took him in a corner where no one was really paying attention to not to mention she didnt want anyone to see her associating with him,so, Sara simply looked at him and asked him what he had wanted to ask to her, Mike builded up enuff convidence to ask Sara to the homecomming dance. Sara was shocked, she bashfully told him that she would reply to him on monday. So the weekend went by faster than normal it seemed to Sara, she knew that she would have to face mike and jordan and tell one of them that she couldnt make it to the dance with them. Sara thought about what all the other ppl would think of her so she chose to go with Jordan. She sadly broke the news to mike that Jordan had asked her and that she was going with him. Mike calmly walked away trying his best to keep his composure. Friday came along, the day of the homecomming. Jordan came in his Fly suit to pick up Sara who was just stunning in her tight fitting dress. Mike decided just to go solo. On the way to the homecomming dace Jordan and Sara take a detour, Sara was confused on where the two where going, as soon as she went to ask where they were going, Jordan started to feel on Sara unwantlingly. Sara began to fight Jordan off her making him swerve into a pole killing the both of them as the car exploded. Had Sara listened to her heart and not think about what everyone else was saying she would be alive today. Use your hearts and not your eyes....
By. Boovie

You can not buy love, so why does it matter how much money someone has to justify your love for them? Love is not something u can see, so why does it matter what the person u love looks like? Love is not a place for vacation, so why should it matter how far away or near the person is that you love? Love is not a person, so why should it matter who we love? These are things that we think matters because we are brain washed that what floats others ppl boats has to make our boats sail. We miss out on blessings of love because of our high standards,well, what we think is high standard. What if we looked at it as love not having a face, love not having a appearence. What if we "lowered our standards" and gave someone a chance, how do u think things would be? People always complaining about falling in love with the wrong person and its mostly there own fault. We fall in love for all the wrong reasons, we dont use our hearts instead of our eyes. The next time you diss a person because of what your friends think about them, just remember what u can be missing out on.

More flows...

Mon, 15 Mar 2004 13:15:42 PST

Im just posting more flows from differnt ppl...todays is "Dat Nigga T1ggah"

yo yo ...i holdz it down for da soldierz at war charish GUN PLAY....as kidz super bowlz in da hood was every SUNDAY..

now i just handle buisness n let da lipz of da god KISS ENEMIES....PISS HENNESY..ganga resultz mind brain cellz gone my mind MISS MEMORIES

but i been ALONE LATELY...ZONED LATELY...some say i was BORN CRAZY....nah just tired of seein kidz birth born dyin as WAR BABY'Z...so whatz da science

seem niggaz aint gone be satisfied until i CHOKE NIGGAZ...BLOW TRIGGAZ..me n da don BLOW SWISSHAS...wit bytches datz down to satisfy BOTH NIGGAZ...n i spit

hot shyt datz da difference between me n MOST NIGGAZ...n i dont laff at u JOKE NIGGAZ...myte blast 1 of u JOKE NIGGAZ...and datz real kid

n real niggaz smoke until dey EARL CHRONICH....ben bless wit dis pen n paper along wit da WORLD KNOWLEDGE....bring all OUT WARZ...n shotz ring OUT FOUR'Z

ppl runnin n BODYZ FLIP...ghetto children inlove wit da ice cream truck n KARATE FLICKz...n all we hope for is money n 1 of them gangsta GOTTI CHICKZ...

but some die before they get to WALK DA PATH...n bytches seem to only hea niggaz dat TALK WIT CASH...dis shyt is pititful n dese is our real MODEREN DAYZ.

gut instinctz is where da real KNOWLEDGE STAYZ....we get judged by niggaz in hoody'z...fukked wit cuz fiendz LEAN ON FENCES....waterz cut off,roaches around , n da door SCREEN'Z OFF DA HENDGES

my TEAMZ ABOUT BUISNESS!...

yo yo yo ....fukk da SCHOOL TEAMZ/ datz how we iz now yok runnin THREW FIENDZ/lost football starz n HOOP DREAMZ/

but itz hard to get dough when every nigga on da SAME GRIND/ different thoughtz SAME MIND/different niggaz die,different yearz

but basically we all die at da SAME TIME/ death n fear TANGLE/ situationz got me like ...ima get mine n fukk every ANGLE/

cry tearz of a thug ..but i'll die BLOOD OF AN ANGEL/carry HEAT FOR SOME/im too DEEP FOR SOME/look in my soul FEEL MY EYES/

and STILL I RISE/ so soldierz MOVE ON/blowin dro n im hopin to get dough untill im FROZIN/...n dont need godson across my belly to kno that im CHOSIN/

cuz i can feel how REAL IT IZ/ why didnt god stay for uz ..KIDZ KILL OUR KIDZ/hope every squad pray for us....too be continued

rule 1-catch enemies in da FIELD AND IM BLASTIN/ KILL WIT REACTIN/leave all da playerz on ya roster MISSIN IN ACTION

ghetto superstarz wit *wanna be chainz* so they mistakin SILVER FOR PLATNIUM/even niggaz dat wasnt born to kill is PACKIN/

like dat nigga in da PARK/u see'em as a fool in da light ..but really he a KILLA IN DARK/ he gone make u feel it when he SPARK/

split at ya chest ...really tryna see if bulletz can FIT IN YA HEART/split ya FITTED APART/...RESPECT GAME/enemy eyes makez us

CHANGE DA VISION/we get money n it makez us CHANGE DA MISSION/ deep inpact when i involve da RYTHYM/live dayz n dayz where 24 hours a day

REVOLVERZ SPITTIN/..so no time to sleep/...n it seemz u always hea about da weakest nigga SPILLIN A FOUR/...or da sofest handz in battle KILLIN IN WAR

SHYT IS CRAZY/ snatch life,roaches,ratz,crack pipes LIVE WIT OUR BABYZ/kidz is blessed wit da STREET TOUCH/echo'S HEAT BUST/...evil lockz us up ...so

how can evil carve in da same money i spend ...in *GOD WE TRUST*/ but easily evil lookz to god..n can tell god WE FUKKED/but evil caint KEEP US/

tha streetz KEEP TRUST/...n if we livin in hell ..den tell me ..whatz under da ground BENEATH US ?/ WHA WHA

flows...

Sun, 14 Mar 2004 17:34:42 PST

I found some Flows dat mike wrote so ima just post em...aint got nothin else to talk about so why not just post da shits...He dope as hell so ima put sum ish up!!!

i hold papers, that burn slow when i roll papers/ burn money light papers till they turn'd vapors/ smoke transforms to ghost, see what i smoke greater/ light weed, burn tree, green leaf tropical from equator/ mary purple hairs had to date her/ touched her clit with my lips took a hit, told the bitch i finish her cum later/ so i come later, assume the position n resume to inhale her/ asthmatic attack inbetween her brown wraps is my inhaler/ she kinda unique menage kinda freak/ hit her n pass she wideopen on the streets/ gettin hit by other niggas she don't try to hide when she creep

i spit it tanaciously/the young cat vivacious/seein through the grins of these snakes faces/niggas is transparent/and its apparent they lesser beings/aint no democratic society, we live in a monarchy/ and yall niggas is our subjects/so you being subjected to our higher substance/i thought i told ya i would overdose you with this lethal substance, leave niggas barley able to function/ i spit fire like an erruption/i gave you a lil to build on like a assumption a little bit of crack to hold you till our next junction

Brandi she hard but smooth,sophisticated but rude/ i drink the girl she burn my chest/ i drink the girl she pour on my chest/ ya know how that hard liqour do/ you kno when i'm hard i lick my boo/ so i can taste somethin wet, yeah she drippin too/ sit back lick lips like i need a hit of you/ brown tint vivid curves, damn boo i'm so into you/ put ya near my lips lemme taste a hint of you/ next thing you kno i'm hittin you/ acrobatics you upside down n i'm flippin you/ got you flowin faster n faster drip down the lips of you

guerilla guns ammuniton more fo rilla/ mans lost laws turn'd animal on all fours for scrilla/ drugs, robbery, extortion, hired killers/ blow ly to calm hands, time to devise plans/ strategize on how to divide assets of a higher plan/ the game was to be play'd fair/ but man lost his way when he lent the snake his ear... it's all written/ so my niggas stay glued in the kitchen/ whip cake fiends take hit shake, moneys to be made in the pitchin/ other traditions, theives talk scheme walks to get paid cause cream talks/ so the equip beams to birds, shoot hustlers let em bleed on curbs/ open mothers hearts and let em scream for hers/ vision was clear when i was young, but livin life i seen em blurr'd/

she got that mean sex appeal body so malicious/ mind so intuitive/ hypnotic with the kisses, young sweet addictive african american misses/ extensive talents beyond listings/ skill'd speech lovin her linguistics/ greek black mixture shorti a true princess/ combination makes boovie so vicous/

it's kinda crazy knowin niggas shed they tears at night, cause they fear the light, they fear the sight, scared to kno someone see's they tear from life, so they eyes only spare the night, my mans gone it's dark so i shed a tear for life, my worlds hectic so i let it fall cause it's trife, all alone so Gods the only one who hears my crys,since they say seein is believin, i'm lettin tears fall in the dark for that reason, i don't believe em cause i can't see em, just listen and hear my plight, my hearts torn sometimes i don't care for life, my hearts gone so i don't care for wrong or care for right, walkin left stayin clear of right,

visions of future n past flashed thru my mind, i woke n gasp'd hand moved so the nine i hold n grasp, haunted cause i fell asleep smokin hash, so my face was hot like smoking ash, re-lit the the blunt so i smoke and laugh,drool when i'm holdin cash nrollin fast, kicks cruel get a mean look when i stroll n pass, like i was on a floatin pad, but i'm just floatin past, high as hell devilish grin gloatin ass, like mirror mirror the gloatin glass, puff puff hold smoke n pass, we the best of the batch, the rest was just trash, wasn't up to par to flex with our abs, never hungry more fed then a slab

My Prayer of Change...

Thu, 11 Mar 2004 16:32:54 PST

Dear Lord,
Let me humble myself before i come to you Jesus. Lord i been going
through so many changes. Lord God i ask you to humble me. and i pray
for stability Lord God. I pray for that change that i long for to come.
i pray for that one day when i wake up in the morning knowing i am more
like you Lord God. I pray for my old ways, my foul ways, My evil ways
Lord God please listen, My sinful ways, my worldy ways, Lord God there
is no way i can do this without you Jesus. I get prayed for Lord and
go back to doing the same thing. I feel like a new person My lord
but still sit there and sin Lord God. My life is unexceptable in
yours eye Jesus and i am tired of it my Lord. I am tired of having
a guilty feeling when im dong things i know i am not suppose to do Lord
I dont want you to look at me in shame any longer My God. I am sick of
praying the same prayer i been praying since i was a little child Lord.
I pray to be more like you My God. Lord my mother told me that She met a
Lady and they where new to the church we attend. The lady told my mother
that the reason her and her husband joined our church was because
I was at another church ministring and during that i smiled and she said
that my smile stuck in her head and brought her to church. Lord God thats
what i want to strive for. I am ready for change. I want my teritory to be
increased Jesus. God i dont know what else to do but surrender. I present
to you myself God, I give you everyhting you have giving me Lord
I know its not alot Jesus But I know a change is going to come Lord.
It has to come. I will always keep my faith in you Lord. I know regradless
of my actions you will be there for me holding me Lord. I dont deserve
all that you do for me Lord, I dont deserve your Love but inspite
of things Jesus you keep me. I pray for my family and friends every night
Lord i ask that you focus on me. I pray for myself. To better myself in
your name Lord. I am sick of me. I want to be more like you Jesus. I
need for you to create in me a clean heart and renew the right spirit.
I need you to change me Lord God, In Jesus Name i Pray...Amen

I been feeling all kinds of spiritual latley and i wrote dat and just thought i should put it in my blog.

yuh yuh...

Wed, 10 Mar 2004 11:52:55 PST

talking2:easy,Keyshawn,mike

Another day has past, another boring ass day. I just got off the phone with the school that im going to. I have to go there and fill out sum stuff. I am pose to be goin to da movies 2morrow to see passion of the Christ, i was suppose to go last sunday but i got sick :(. Ill go eventually. Candy ol punk ass keep complain'n dat i neva blog, can ya believe she tried to stunt on me :o!!! Deez girls tryna act like Boovie aint a kool ass person...Fock dat anywho das not really worth bloggin bout. I NEED MONEY!!! deez lil bullshit ass jobs aint twerkin man, as soon as u get ya doe its gone, i need sum serious money. Shits take'n to long. You know what gets me yo???, everyone always talking bout they want this and they want that but aint doing shit to get it. Shit aint gonna just fall in ya damn hands u gotta werk for it to get it. PPl is so damn lazy now a days, what eva happen to working hard and earn'n ur keep. Ppl need sum damn discipline in they lives. Tell me why within 3 days i became public enemy numba 1 lmaooo..whats good??? i feel like mooser. Im cookin sum skrimp, i aint been able to eat right in like da past week cuz my tummy was all balled up :(. its all good doe ima be skr8.

listen2: Biggie-One more chance *R-I-P-*

I have a friend. We talk all the time, he be make'n me feel like a lil girl lol, he supa kool. He always put a smile on a girl face. I am suppose to be saying how i feel about him but its hard to explain i thouhgt it as jus gonna fall off my finger tips onto my blog but i can see even then its still very hard to explain and grasp. I really dont want to like anyone at the moment but i cant help it. But blah, relationships are over-rated so, its whateva to me actually. I really like him and all but we will see how far shit go...

someone asked me what being in love feels like to me, i sed....
its like the first drop of water after being stranded on the desert for 2 days
its like getting ur very 1st pay check
its like being in the front row at ur fav artist concert
its like reading ur fav book ova and ova again
its like bustin a nut
its like the taste of ur fav food
its like picking up the fone and hearing ur crushes voice
its like hittin the lottery (ok maybe im pushin it)
its like being in the presents of ya bestfriend u have'nt see in years
its like getting a big Job offer
its like rolling the perfect blunt
its like the last day of school
its like your first big break
its like hearing ur fav song and catchin the vibes
its like knowing u suceeded
its like spending a day around ya fav ppl stress free

its like make'n da perfect layout

i can go on and on Lawd knows i can but Being in love to me is just the most great feeling in the world. I know sometimes there are negative sides to it but wen u are in the midst of loving someone its just unexplainably perfect, Ur relationship can be shitty but wen u sit back and think how much u love that person, it passes all understanding...

old stuff...

Sat, 06 Mar 2004 09:12:12 PST

this is jus some old stuff i blogged about earlier in the year and last year

October 17th 2003:
Whats on My mind:
SEX IS ON MY MIIIIIND!!!! lol...sike
I broke a Nail grrr
naw but i have a lot of thangs i gotta do b4 the month is over
and im just try'n to figure out how ima do it
ima get it done tho cuz im Boovie hehehe
I have a situation on my hands as well and i cant seem to stop thinkin bout it
i am really confused about something
i want to make the right desicion but temptation is a whore
me and my baby had a Fight today grrr
he gets on da nerve sometime but i love him

Blah:
I have to perform in washington D.C. this month
Boovie sings...if yall aint know
then in December I have To perform in Tennesee
i can't wait...i love goin on the rode hehe
ever since i moved wit my daddy (to clear my brain cuz i was goin crazy)
i been supa bored nahmean das why i be on da net all da time
cuz im sorta out in da boonies and its all rich white folk out hea
so i been bored these last couple of months but
thats all gonna change bcuz im finna start skool
W00t W00t!!!

January 14th 2oo4:
Thoughts at the Moment:
well dang...last night i learned that my homegirls sister and mom got murdred.
Shit is make'n me sick. I cant believe that went down. They were such good ppl and a blessing in everyones life.
I know that death shouldnt be mourned but damn yo, when it hit that close to home you feel the pain and debree.
Im not even home right now to be with her and i feel extra bad. I kno God is able tho and everything will be manageable.
I just got off the phone with my boyfriend and he eased the pain a lil. It's still on my mind and is gonna be for a while

January 15th 2004:
wow...its 2004 yall, i want to say that i have a new attitude for this year
and that i am a changed person but ummmm guess what...its still the same ol boov
i am goin to make the best out of this year and the rest of my life because
i neva kno when it can just all come to an end.
alot of crazy things been happen'n around these parts that is jus make'n me take a look at life
as a whole. I have been going back and forth from my momz and dadz crib. basically tryna find myself.
I really didn't learn much more than what i already know, maybe a lil but not much.
Basically ima just do for me yahfeel me!!! My baby is so wonderful...he calls me Homer bcuz he says i burp alot hehehe
me and him have been thru ALOT but hey, he stuck by me thru everything.
thats my baby and I love him a lot. I was afraid to give myself to him at first bcuz
of past relationships but i took a risk and i dont regret a bit of it. I always
ask him how he does it, how can he stand me, i can be a bitch at times a lot of u might
not know that but yea i can...he say'z "bcuz I Love u girl". hehehe so sweet so sweet.
we been 2gether for a year and 2 months now. hopefully everything goes as planned with us.

Nice day...

Fri, 05 Mar 2004 21:10:23 PST

talkin2:Keyshawn,Naj,candy

Can u fockin believe i have to write my damn blog all fukkin over again bcuz i clicked another link and da damn shit erased grrrr im pissed, i had to cus atleast 48759234 times to. Shit pissed me off, i had madd shit blogged and da damn shit erased aaahhh. I forgot what the hell i wrote about and shit...now its finna be all lame grrrr. Anyway ima try to remember...Me and keyshawn just went at it on my tag board hahaha...me and him stay foolin, das my bestfriend so we have the right to talk about eachother all da time..lol...but i was defending my homeboy Naj cuz keyshawn was tryna take him out lol....so i hadda come to da rescue and get on dat Big Ol Nose and den candy lil halfpint ass got into it...lol das muh girl she kool pplz. Of course dey got on my weave hahaha HATERS! my shit was tite..iono wha dey tombout -brushes my shoulder off- FOCKERS. lol...but yea yo dem be my ppl we was jus foolin like always. Today i noticed that i am a threat to ppl and bcuz of that they hate on me :(. lol...naw i aint sweat'n it, dey mad cuz im doin me but shit, das all i kno how to do, me, so thats what i shall do. If u cant stomach that i suggest u to simply get a grip or just erase me out ya mental....

listen'n2: twista-So Sexy

Today was a dope day i admit. It was nice out and im sure alot of ppl had a nice day. My brother came home for the weekend i was looking forward to that all week. My bro a damn fool we be actin up all the time. He funny as hell. As soon as he came in the door we just start roastin and shit. He goes to Pitt. he study'n English lit and Africana study'z...das wassup, he a smart dood. He also da asshole brother i blogged about earlier and ish. He a cool person when he wants to be but he can also be a huuuge asshole. He jus naturally mean. If he dont agree with something he gonna go out his way to be a asshole about telling u he dont like it. He wont care who he hurt in the outcome...On sunday im going to see Passion of the Christ. I cant wait, i heard it was super good and a tear jerker. I kno ima be sittin der cry'n my lil eye ballz out i just know it. I hope its good tho. I heard der was grown men and lil Hard Core doods in there cry'n and stuff. I cant wait to see it. I just heard today about "The Grey Album" ...its a mix of "The Beatles-White Album" and "Jay-z-Black Album" i kno for a fact that is gonna be dope... i heard a song from it and it was off da meters yo...dope shit for real. I love me some jay-z and ima mos def cop dat no doubt....well my tummy startin to hurt :( so ima be gettin muh ass off hea. Until next time...HOLLA

grrrr

Thu, 04 Mar 2004 13:05:59 PST

talking2:Naj

Nothing really happend today, i slept most of the day bcuz i had cramps grrrr. I woke up and did sum excersise, im tryna stay fit i guess. I took this test to see what my life exspectincy was, and, it sorta scared me. It said 81 not saying that 81 is young but, my gram is in her 80'z and she looks good for her age and is pretty healthy. I cant see my gram going anywhere anytime see. So i hope wen im that age my grand kids (Lord willing) will be able to say the same thing. I am going to be the funniest and dopest gram eva yo i swear, I dont think ima eva grow up all the way, i like to have fun and ima make sure that all my grand kids have what eva they want. Do you ever just sit back and think about what things are gonna be like wen u do get grown with ur own family. Like i wish i can just for one day live a day of the future, live a day when im married with kids and see how thangs are gonna be. There are so many things i want out of life, there are so many thinkgs i dont want that i kno for a fact i am gonna end up getting and going thru anyway. But those are the breaks, as long as i stay steadfast and prayed up, God will bring me through all. Last night i was talking to a certain person and we were talkin about life and how our out looks where on it. And to see how other ppl analyze thangs have always been of intrest to me. We were talking about are we satisfied with our lifes and the way things are goin mentally, progress wise, and emotionally. My life does not suck, i am sure there are alot of ppl who would rather be in my shoes bcuz my problems to some ppl are not problems at all they are minor compared to thier problems, but i am allowed to be unsatisfied with things that are going on. I try to make the best out of situations so im not walking around all sad and complain'n to everyone but i am not satisfied with the things that are going on in my life at the moment. And i kno the only way to be satisfied is to go and get things done for myself and get shit on da ball. I will be satisfied, its just temporary. So i mean im not really worried about thangs.

listen'n2: yeah yeah yeahs-maps

lol...blah, ima talk about my love life at the moment. Me and mike are still not back togetha, i have other ppl that i am currently talking to and thangs, they are kool, there is one person who i really like but there are a lil bit of strings attached so that ish is blah. Me and mike talk all the time and yes i still do love him i mean, he is perfect, he is anthing that i could ask for in a bf. He has his flaws which is normal but its nothing out of the ordinary, nothing that cant be handled. I guess the saying "nothing is perfect" is true bcuz if the reason we broke up didnt come about, things would be perfect between us. I want me and him to carry out our plans of being togetha for the rest of our lives and have'n kids together and things, i really want that to happen. I love him more than anything and i kno we belong together some things u can just tell and that is one of the things i kno is a fact. Destiny wouldnt have it anyother way. lol...he just called me so ima stop type'n on hea and post it, i might be on hea later yapping. ToOdLeS!!!

random

Mon, 01 Mar 2004 17:26:13 PST

talking 2: keyshawn,lillian

        well, 2day was scr8 aint shit really went down, it was more layed back, sum lil bullshit went down wit sum lame ass chatters not even important enuff to blog about 4real 4real. My momma adopts kids and she got a new born baby and she tryna figure out a last name to give the baby. She is not married anymore, my brother is trippin bcuz he dont want the baby to have our (me and my 2 other bro'z) last name because that is our dads last name. My daddy dont care if my mom use'z da last name so why should he care. She dont want the baby to have her maid'n name becuz thats not even her real last name so she dont kno what to name it or what the last name should be. My brother is being a asshole in which he is. Thats wrong for him to have a problem with the baby having our last name i think. well what eva his last name is im still gonna love and treat him as my lil brother.

listen'n2: Talib Kweli-Jus to get by

Verse 1

REMEMBER ME AND YOU AND YOU AND ME WE WERE TOGETHER FOR SO LONG HOW COULD THIS BE THAT IT�S NO LONGER ME AND YOU OR YOU AND ME THOUGHT IT WAS FOREVER

REMEMBER WE WERE LOVE AND LOVE WAS US WHAT HAPPENED TO THE TIMES WE SHARED AND ALL THE TRUST WELL ALL OF THAT IS GONE AWAY SO FAR AWAY THOUGHT IT WAS FOREVER

WE WERE SUPOSSE TO BE SUPOSSE TO BE IN LOVE YOU KNOW I LOVED YOU BABE AND YOU LOVED ME SO MUCH I ALMOST GAVE YOU MY VIRGINITY THOUGHT IT WAS FOREVER

Chorus

I CAN�T SEEM TO GET YOU OFF OF MY MIND SOME TIMES AT NIGHT

ALTHOUGH YOUR JUST A MEMBORY THE LOVE WE SHARE IT HAUNTS MY MIND

VERSE 2

THERE SO MUCH FOR ME BABE TO LOOK BACK ON LIKE ALL THE TIMES I NEEDED YOU AND YOU WERE GONE OR ALL THE OTHER GIRLS YOU HAD YOU DID ME WRONG THOUGHT IT WAS FOREVER

YOU SAID YOU NEEDED ME AND SO I STAYED JUST THINKIN YOU WOULD CHANGE FOR ME PLEASE CHANGE FOR ME BUT ONLY YOU REMAINED THE SAME IT�S U I BLAME THOUGHT IT WAS FOREVER

FOR ALL THE TEARS IVE CRIED AND SLEEPLESS NIGHTS THE HEART ACHE AND THE PAIN YOU CAUSED IT JUST AINT RIGHT THE ONLY THING IM GUILTY OF IS TREATIN YOU RIGHT THOUGHT IT WAS FOR EVER

VAMP

I WAS THE BEST THING YOU EV EVER HAD AND THERES NO, NO ONE WHO CAN COME TAKE MY PLACE

Blah

Mon, 01 Mar 2004 14:10:13 PST

talkin2:mike,candy,moly

Well, yesterday SUCKED, it was horrible, anything that coulda went wrong went wrong 2wice! Things just where not right. Im not the type of person to be sad all day, i try to make the best out of everything but it was like impossible. i really dont wanna talk about it but hey i guess thats what this blog thang is for. I cant wait for things to start working in my favor, i needa just start skoo and get ish crackin. I hate depending on other ppl to get shit done. My mom always told me if u want something done right u gotta do it yourself, and thats so tru. I was just in this room wit all these chatters i kno on msn, these fukka'z is on my nerve. The doods in there keep sayin gay shit and sayin "no homo" after it, like that is suppose to justify the fact u just told another nigga to lick ur ass...fuckin homo'z. I swear if 1 person gets on my nerves it seem like everyone else go out there way to piss me off yo. I swear im finna start flippin on ppl and see how they like me now grrrrrr.

Listen2:nivea-25 reasons

I really aint got much to tawk about. Not alot of thangs is goin on. But hey i guess ima just post some poetry i wrote, enjoy....

�MY MAN��

I have this fella, he is my man, he is my love, and I�m increasing to love him. I fell he has captured me. He has me as well as I have him. He is my man. I by no means thought I�d be saying that anytime recently but hey, what more can I request for. he is my man. The way he became to love a lady like me was like no other. He loves me he adore my character I have captured his heart through my personality. He knew I was an item of a person who was just an item to me, nothing more. When we first met, he knew I was not his. He did not be concerned who�s I was, he knew that he required me. He would not discontinue till I was his. I have a tendency to marvel of this condition and will it really work out the way he and I crave it to. Only time will tell. That is why I am so in love with him, he is my man. Just like a gentleman who loves me for me to steal my heart. I can honestly say I wouldn�t mind being his bride one day. We have a distance between us, which is the last thing he looks at. He is my man. but is he absolutely? Is my man blameless, does he love me an adequate amount yet to say no to what is not his or has he still the weak point of an average adolescent boy? No, not my man, he loves me, I know it. I just love the detail how he is my man, he so charming, I�m telling you, he will say all the precise words to make you feel like a goddess that he portrays you as. He loves all you do for him. He takes it in and admirer�s it. Through everything, there go my wits wondering on the dreadful things. I�m not in the wrong; I�m jus on my safeguard. He is astonishing. I love him. He is my man. Oh how I love that fact, I will just keep praying and in eagerness it will in due course come to exceed that we stay as one and live to our aspects as a pair. He is my man. yes, he is my man.